I have too many books and too much fabric... I think.
Last week I went through my fabric, chose out my favorites, had a fabric party, went through what was left and downsized my collection from five bins and two dressers full to five bins and a little bit more. I keep finding more fabric as I clean and pack my attic. It was refreshing to go through my fabric and dream and remember why I love to sew and over-analyze why I haven't sewn in a while. Then pack it all up, and remind myself that there will come a day soon when I can pull out my machine and sew, but today is not that day.
I am putting off going through the books, kind of. I packed up my drama/theater books and language text books, and various other books that the boys aren't into at the moment. I have at least eight boxes of books in my attic storage, just because there isn't a better place to put them. But everywhere I look, I see books, and I am happy, until I think about moving them, and then I am overwhelmed.
In the process of packing fabric and books, I finished my "Brides Book" from my wedding - the scrap book that has fond memories and dress fabric and photos that didn't make it to the album. Now I have to throw away all the extra stuff, but slowly and surely things are getting done.
It might get done faster if I didn't stop to read. I read Jared's Island by Marguerite DeAngeli and Caleb's Story by Patricia MacLaughlin, as well as a children's biography of John Paul Jones. I should write reviews on them, I suppose, but I thought rambling for a little might be a good break. I read mostly at night, after the boys were in bed, but I did have a cold this week and read the biography on the day I didn't feel very well. It was probably the first time in a long time when I actually stopped doing things when I felt sick and didn't try to push through. I did feel exhausted for about three more days, and pushed through those, but I didn't feel sick, just tired.
Now the boys have the cold. I know they aren't feeling well because they volunteered to lay down and have a quiet time yesterday. Today they seem to be going back and forth between being their normal crazy selves and wanting cuddles and rest. They are excited because they only have seven more days of school. They even thought of doing school work on Saturday so they could be done sooner, but they decided it wasn't that important and would rather play after all. We are all excited to be done with school work. We also have a instrument recital coming up that I have to figure out the details for - and they need to practice some more.
I will write more about the new house at some other point, and hopefully have some pictures, but I am still pulling my thoughts together about it all. Each week seems to rush by and crawl at the same time and I can never get caught up, but never know what to do all at once.
So there was today's ramble. At least fragments of thoughts have been caught. Sometimes when I write, I think more clearly. Sometimes I just write. I think this was one of the latter times.